recieved my SAT results...Christmas's over....going back to school soon.....bleah....i'm going on hiatus...ciao.

bought a nice present for Debbie today at Wisma...hope tt she will like it..However,Esther says that it seems more like what i would like. Anyway, Debbie invited me to go for her cell group BBQ tomorrow at Stratford Court..Should i go?? I dun even know any of her cell ppl!!! hmm........... Sch is going start in less than 2 weeks!!! I've mixed feelings towards it though....Can't wait to get back to sch to see all my friends, but yet, i'm also dreading the enormous piles of homework that the teachers are sure to give us!!!! ~sighz~

i'm bored, i'm bored, i'm just so bored......haha..

i really haven't been doing anything these past few days..have to hibernate at home due to my 'interesting' haircut.. School's starting soon n i haven't even finished my h/w yet!!!!! :( I can't wait for the holidays to come again. Imagine....the endless days of nothing to do in front of u...wow...*bliss* I still think that the holidays are much much better then going to sch. At least there's no stress!!!

I went swimming yesterday!! I'm getting a little darker.. At least Jani-Pork,Chu Wen n the rest won't be able to say that i'm WHITE! HA! I really must go shopping for more stuff...i'm still waiting for my b-dae present from my friend.haha...i'm gonna get a shirt from him.=P

been eating lots n lots during the hols....*sighz*

jeez, i dunno y the chinese words can't be seen by u guys....it works perfectly fine for me....hm...what's wrong??

Anyway, i found some nice pictures of Ron,Michelle n some of the other casts from Triumph In The Skies...




One of my favourite scenes...


haha,i just love this show....watched epi 35 till 2.30a.m..Its getting better n better!! Who knows, i may even rewatch it again...=)

Mango's having a sale~!~!~!~!~! haha....i'm going to check it out tomorrow...hope the stuff is nice..yeah, and i'm gonna complete my haircut at Toni n Guy..the hairstylist still has to layer my hair n cut my fringe..wonder how long it will take this time... the last time was abt 2 hours lorz...sit till my whole body ached!! let's hope that it will be faster this time round.i still haven't gotten the pictures of Ron from Pam yet!!! Hmph......so wasted...

want to know what i've been spending my hols doing?? watching TV, that's what...didn't even touch my econs n all that....haha...watched till epi 34 of　衝上雲霄。Its a very nice show...haha..Oh yeah, 无炎的爱　is over liaoz...pretty nice show..didn't expect it to be nice at first.. the song's pretty nice too...same for 衝上雲霄. yepz...


愛上了　看見你　如何不懂謙卑
去講心中理想　不會俗氣
猶如看得見晨曦　才能歡天喜地

抱著你　我每次　回來多少驚喜
也許一生太短　陪著你
情感有若行李　仍然沉重待我整理

天氣不似如期　但要走　總要飛
道別不可再等你　不管有沒有機
給我體貼入微　但你手　如明日便要遠離
願你可以　留下共我曾愉快的憶記
當世事再沒完美　可遠在歲月如歌中找你

再見了　背向你　回頭多少傷悲
也許不必再講　所有道理
何時放鬆我自己　才能花天酒地

抱著你　我說過　如何一起高飛
這天只想帶走　還是你
如重溫往日郵寄　但會否疲倦了嬉戲




【无炎的爱】主题曲 －
明天还有更远的路程


还记得不久前美丽绚烂痕迹
幸福多么容易
这一刻回头看自己
发现世界变得不一样

看不清风景却追踪梦的线索
该踏出 哪一步
眼前虽然不尽人意
期待始终不会犹豫

雨后的天空更蓝
经历过才真正领悟
明天还有更远的路程
争给未来多点勇气

伤心并不能改变
生命用坚强出扶持
明天还有更远的路程
更多的 好天气


【无炎的爱】插曲2 －
Always on My Mind


I didn't know until I lost you
The love we shared,
the sweetest memories;
I'll keep it safe so that
you'll be free
Hold back the tears.
Keep it inside
You told me so if you
should ever go
Matter of time true love
will be unfold
And every word it fills my mind
And your smile it lingers,
it's just not getting easy
I just couldn't find a way
to make it better
I miss you so much
dear, you know?
The photograph by my bed
and all the settings
They stay the same and
I'm getting use to

Live my life each day
with a prayer
The world can pass me by.
I don't care
They said that time is
gonna heal the pain
I know it won't for me mm…
It won't, not for me.

Tomorrow is the 10th of Dec.which means, its my BIRTHDAY!!!! yay! =) I'm going for a haircut at Toni n Guy be4 heading off to Fish n Co[the glass house] for dinner!! =) yum yum.. can't wait! Oh yeah, i got myself a nice new Olympus C-300 All Weather Digital Camera... nope, i'm not gonna tell u guys how much it cost..haha.. all i can say is that i'm very very very satisfied with it!! Only 3 weeks of the holidays left...That's very very sad. Gotta go back to sch soon..back to facing Econs,Maths, Lit, Div n GP...only bright spot is that there is no more PW n Chinese!!! mwahahaha..

Pam's taking a very very long time to send me the pictures of Ron Ng that we took at the TVB Roadshow on Dec 6th...The pictures are very clear!! Ron was so cute that day!! We even got a close up picture of him!!!! *drools*

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So cute ya???? He's Ron Ng!!!! He's even better than Julian Cheung Chi Lam, who Esther likes..=P Oh yeah, Ron's will be in Singapore from 5th-7th of Dec for the TVB roadshow at Marina Square!! I'm definitely going!!!!!

changed my blog layout!!! yay!! Did it all by myself... as in i designed the whole thing! I know that its not 100% nice n all, but its a start! considering the fact that i'm totally NOT techy-savvy... yeah.. BTW, for those who are interested, the picture at the corner is of the Trevi Fountain in Rome... I'm kinda into travel these days, so i guess u will find different pictures popping up on my site..=) Ok, the countries/places that i want to go [ as of Dec 2003] are:

1: HK
2: Rome,Italy
3: Adelaide,Australia

will be adding more soon.... haha..

just watched The Butterfly. A really good show!! Its really full of meaning! The guy in the movie reminds me of Mr Smith too..haha.



---Pls give me comments on my blog layout ya?? thanks..=P---

Ok, time for an update on life without school...-RELAXED,ENJOYABLE though abeit BORING...yep, u heard me right, BORING~!! S'pore is really running out of places to shop! I've been walking up n down Orchard Road countless of times n yet, i still haven't really found anything that is really worth buying! Being the shopaholic that i am, u guys should know that something is REALLY wrong somewhere.....Perhaps, the reason y i haven't been spending as much lately is probably due to the fact tt i'm saving up for my trip to HK next year. Checked out the air tickets n stuff... wondering if it would be cheaper if i just book a free n easy package n just extend my stay after the whole package thingie is over..thn find other accomodation...hm........someone give me opinions on this!!!!

Going down to RELC to collect my SATs admission ticket. Apparently, i'm the only one who hasn't recieved the ticket yet..So, i have to go down n collect it all by myself..=( Watching The Butterfly at Cineleisure with Esther afterwards...hope that its gonna be a nice show.... i haven't stepped into a movie theatre for ages! Not since The Pianist was shown at the beginning of this year! I've definitely saved a bundle not going to the movies...so i hope that The Butterfly won't be a let down....

Oh yeah, anyone knows where to find nice trenchcoats in S'pore?????

had dinner with masalah @ Suntec's Country Manna today....started off pretty awkwardly...we were just staring at each other and all...that Debbie n Esther didn't want to talk at all! dunno what is their problem lorz.. I was left to make small talk to masalah. the best part was that esther blabbed abt my allergies to masalah n she got sooo overly concerned!! i didn't plan to eat in the 1st place cause my stomach wasn't in the best of conditions, but she just decided she HAD to order something for me! yeah, asked her lotsa stuff n all..she ended up paying for dinner though....didn't know that she plays the piano AND the cello! that's like totally cool cause i've never met someone who plays a cello! most of them play the violin or viola.. yeah.. we went to Coffee Bean after that to sit down n chat..She n her other half were like totally touchy n all!!! And we walked past Mothercare n this maternity lingerie shop n she just HAD to stop to look at the stuff on display in the window! Looks like her maternal instincts are surfacing..still says that she won't get married? HUH! Coffee Bean was fun cause it was where Esther got tortured!!! mwahahaha... won't go into detail here cause i know Esther will kill me....but yeah, it was damn entertaining! Lots of laughs...so u can imagine right?

Oh yeah, one more question... Am i really a person who sends out vibes of 'I need someone to take care of me....'?????

been occupying my time lately by gluing my eyes to the google box. yep, u heard me! abt 6+ straight hours a day! just started watching this show called Triumph In The Skies poster of the show is at the bottom... basically, its abt a bunch of pilots n the aviation industry with love stories woven inside. another plus point for this series is the really gorgeous scenery over in Rome n Japan....only on epi 9...managed to download until epi 15. HK has only just finished showing epi 20. For those who r interested, this show has 40 episodes!!! haha. i think i will only be able to finish watching it around the end of Dec. Gotta wait for the show to come out in HK be4 i can download it..sad huh?

Anyway, went shopping with Esther yesterday instead of going for the very last lesson of vocal..haha. Made some pretty decent buys.... n Esther, if u r reading this, dun forget the 5 bottles of perfume for $29!!!!! haha...she was sooooooo tempted to buy it! Going for dinner with Masalah on Thursday.. hope she doesn't act as crazy as she did during the party, although, she gave me lots of laughs..=P Fourskin was having 50% off on some of their last season tops, n so, i bought 1 n Esther bought 2!!!! haha. its pretty nice though..Have been trying to search for nice graphic tees that r not too lian-nish..kinda hard to find them though....sighz..perhaps i will try Queensway or something..

I still want to go HK!!!!!

haha...esther wants to go to HK now. gotta go on a SAVE MONEY CAMPAIGN... wonder when i will be able to start work.. can't wait. looks like i will only start in december. Have to go for my vocal course soon..B-O-R-I-N-G.. the only reason i'm going is because i'm kinda scared of the chi-na teacher...i'm meeting esther at 2 at somerset. gotta leave soon. ciao!

i feel so guilty!! went shopping with Pam yesterday in Orchard. Splurged on a pair of lovely satin pants at Toss...though it was on sale,20% off, my wallet still wasn't pleased abt it....Took a train over to Tampines this morning and saw this lovely Pierre Cardin wallet.~sighz~ i really want it but i shouldn't be spending $$!!! it costs around $60++. i want to buy a Fossil watch too!! my birthday is coming..so any kind soul out there shd really take note of my wishlist.haha..

~My Christmas/Birthday Wishlist~
1:Pierre Cardin Wallet
2:Fossil Watch
3:A new pair of sport shoes
4:gift vouchers to go shopping???-haha

Debbie's gonna go to work with me too...yay...i've got another person to acompany me!

finished watching Detective Investigation Files III yesterday.what a totally great show! love Dai Yung n Jessie together! they make such a great couple! =P its fei xiong ji hou!!! for those who don't understand canto, its means that the whole show is totally fab! going to watch more shows of Kenix...Seed Of Hope,Till When Do Us Part.......i'm going to have a date every night from now on....with my beloved TV~!

oh ya..i will be going to work in Tanjong Pagar with Pam...both of us gotta save up for our HK Trip next year....Woan Ting will be going with us too!! haha....can't wait..yeah, i know its one year away..but 1 year passes very fast! I want to stay there for at least 2 weeks!! Probably gonna make Pui Sze give us a nice tour of HK too....haha. hope she doesn't mind..

Time really passes very fast...I've taken my Chinese AO,said bye to Project Work for good....taking SATs on Dec 6........Its been 1 year since i left CCHSM and its been 1 year since i've entered SAJC..i have only 1 more year left in SAJC before i say bye to it too...before i know it, i'm gonna be in NUS.....sighz...

i sent my PW file off on its final journey.....haha...........

You're Most Like The Season Spring ...

Fresh faced, with a young outlook on life - you
smile at the world and expect it to smile back
at you. You're mostly a bubbly, fun - innocent
person. Described as cute possibly. However,
you're a little naive about things and tend to
be a little too trustworthy.
As the first season, It Makes you the youngest -
and so most immature - but people are inclined
to look out for and protect you.

Well done... You're the most fun of the seasons :)


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Cb major - life is full of complecations,
commitments and organisation. You love to make
sure everything is just perfect, but sometimes
this can cause you to fall over your own feet.
A slightly unsociable key: why Cb major when
you could be the identical Bmajor? It has less
accidentals.


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just took an interesting handwriting analysis test online......pretty accurate, except for some parts......ESP the TV part!








Handwriting Analysis Report

The following report has been generated by the Graphonomizer software.

Handwriting Analysis No.: 17838

Analysis Conducted By: Yeow Qing Yun Jean

Subject Of Handwriting Analysis: Miss. Jean Yeow

Handwriting Sample Details
Size: Very Large Sample Ink Colour: Blue
Writing Implement: Biro Paper Type: Lined


Personality Chart


Independence
Assertiveness
Submissiveness
Perfectionism
Ambition
Aggression
Extraversion
Worldliness


Personality Description

To begin the analysis, the first aspect of the handwriting to consider is the flow. Some handwriting is rigid and taut, as if the forward movement of the pen has been restrained, while other script has great flow, fluency and vitality. This handwriting adopts the middle line between these two extremes. The subject has carefully maintained a style which achieves a middle ground between complete freedom and total control. This reflects a desire to avoid extremes, and it is also likely to reveal itself in other aspects of her life. She may tend to adopt either a controlled and conformist attitude or, equally, may choose to follow a freer, less conformist lifestyle. Which course is adopted will very much depend on the circumstances at the time, and is never likely to be as extreme as would be found in individuals with fully restrained or released script. Thus, the subject is flexible and adaptable to the demands of a particular situation in a way that other types of writers would find almost impossible.


The light pressure indicates that the subject has a low energy level and will generally be less willing to engage in strenuous physical activity for extended periods. She instead prefers to go at her own pace and tends to let others take the initiative. She will probably lack much enthusiasm or drive, even for pursuits or activities which really interest her. However, this is not necessarily a negative trait, as the subject may well have a high tolerance for set-backs and frustrations, and is unlikely to over-react at moments of crisis.


The subject has a signature that is smaller than 77% of the population, and as a result has a lower opinion of herself than the average signer and prefers to avoid the limelight. Even in a position of power she is unlikely to seek acclaim and attention. She is somewhat more modest than a writer with a bigger signature and can more readily accept criticism.

The signature is also underlined in quite an exaggerated manner. The subject wishes to draw attention to herself and probably feels unable to do this in other ways. Unable to make her presence felt in a more immediate and direct way, she is using the embellishment as a form of compensation.


Although the subject has a smaller than average signature, which indicates a general lack of confidence, within established relationships, and amongst people that she already knows she may appear to be more dominant and assertive. She may seem to behave more according to her own needs, rather than those of others.
As a result she may try to put herself at an advantage, even if it could possibly inconvenience those around her. The assertive personality is revealed by the height of the capital letters in comparison to the 'ascenders'. The subject uses a proportion of capitals which are higher than the other ascending letters. This indicates that she is more likely to speak out forthrightly to defend herself if under attack and is able to talk about personal matters without feeling too self-conscious.
In a quarrel she is likely to argue to defend her rights , even over quite trivial matters. The subject may make a good sales person, and is good at resisting sales talk. She is less likely to hesitate over complaining about shoddy goods or poor service.
She will also make a good host and can liven up a party.
The subject has some qualities of leadership, but in a position of power may not tolerate opinions which clash with her own. If she is prevented from expressing her views, or if she feels that she is not being taken seriously enough she may become irritated.


The handwriting shows some signs of a perfectionist personality. Although generally an easy-going, less conformist individual, she may appear to have a greater than average obsession with order. She will prefer to be neat and seem concerned with small details and trivial matters. She has an emotional and material desire to conserve in her life. She may sometimes seem intolerant of poor punctuality and will dislike being kept waiting. She will prefer to go by the book on most occasions, abiding by those in authority.
She will generally be undecided about the best course of action to take, and will appear to have some self-doubts.


The handwriting shows expansiveness, and this use of space is linked with an extravert personality.
The subject has an above average physical and mental need for space around her and hates to be confined. When writing, this hunger for space reveals itself in a desire to cover as much paper as possible with her letters and words.
Expansiveness is also the cornerstone of her social relationships. She prefers company, such as a noisy party, rather than being left alone to watch television or read a book. She probably has many friendships, but all maintained at a fairly superficial level.
She prefers more excitement and risk than the average person, taking life lightly as a result. She probably appears impulsive, blurting out remarks without thinking first, buying goods on impulse, and making major decisions about her life on the whim of the moment. She could be easily bored and often yearns for change and variety. She is likely to freely express her feelings and moods, even if she tries to cover them up. She is not too concerned by some disorder and lack of control, and may even become bored if there is too much order in her life.



There are cases of isolated ambiguity throughout the script which shows that the subject is over-concerned with concealment. She is attempting to cover up, and keep aspects of her personality or private life hidden from view or cloaked in mystery.
This type of handwriting is found in professions which demand a high degree of confidence keeping, such as lawyers, bankers and doctors.
It is wrong to interpret isolated ambiguity as a sign of a deceitful personality, but it does show a need for the subject to hide some part of her personality or background which may cause embarrassment or anxiety.


There are a few indications in the handwriting that, at the time of writing, the subject was suffering from mild stress. This may be temporary, for example if she was upset, tired, or working against a deadline. However, the subject may be living at an unacceptable level of stress, one which is beginning to affect her physical well being.
These are warning signs in the handwriting, and indicate that the subject should pause and reflect on those aspects of her lifestyle which may be causing long-term difficulties. She should try to reduce them whenever possible, relax more frequently, check her diet, and perhaps take more exercise. Stress can be beneficial, but if allowed to get out of control, it may prove a hazard to mental and physical health.

felt totally terrible for the whole night n all of today.....had a temperature of 37.9 last night. took Panadol in the hope that it would go down..but guess what? it went up to 38.3! the best part was that i didn't even know till my dad told me that i felt hot all over... i went to school today, still feeling like shit..was having a stomachache,felt like vomiting n all... thank god i didn't really eat last night, otherwise, all my food would have gone out the same way it came in...yeah..left sch after awhile...the reason y i went to sch was because of PW Oral Presentation Dry Run..yupz..went to see a doctor after that..got diagnosed with Gastric Flu... am still wondering how i got it... took my medicine already..am feeling a little better now.....

looks like i'll not be going to sch tomorrow..........

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PW oral presentation's coming soon!! gotta hand up our GPF by Mon..everything is in a mess! Jeez...wonder how we are gonna get everything done!

I pon-ned sch today, as did the rest of 03A31..BB must be hopping mad...Was supposed to go kayaking with becky n the rest of the bukit panjang ppl,not forgetting Esther...but, i was just too lazy to drag myself out of the house to East Coast..haha. spent almost the whole day doing nothing..yeah, that's right, NOTHING! wanted to go shopping,but Esther has a PW meeting, Debbie has cell n Pam has to go to work or something.....sighz. haven't really been shopping for a long long time! I've been trying to look for a nice tartan skirt, but they are all either too short or the color is too disgusting! The only nice one that i've seen so far is at Mango, but its damn ex! $75 for one!! Hopefully GG>5 will have one....

Guitar lessons at Lee Wei Song's School Of Music[LWSSOM] was pretty fun..though my hand hurts after the whole lesson...Vocal lessons on the other hand................YUCKS! the teachers there all seem to be gay! There's a receptionist who's gay! His name is Ashley and the way he talks n gestures is so sissy-fied!! I dun like my female vocal teacher...she loves embarassing us! i dun even feel like going for her lesson...i prefer the male vocal teacher..he's more gay..haha,not GAY as in GAY,but GAY as in FUN. yep......the next lesson i have is on Mon and i'm already dreading it!!

The sch term is ending soon..and i can't wait! i'm getting really tired already! Orchard's like my second home! i'm there practically 3-4 times a week! its getting boring.............

haven't been blogging for ages.....

went for my 1st guitar lesson yesterday at Lee Wei Song Sch of Music[LWS]. pretty interesting lesson...the teacher was quite lame n stuff..haha. enjoyed it a lot! too bad my fingers have to suffer.....haven't really been touching my guitar, so my fingers are pretty sore after 2 hours of playing it..
my cell leader e-mailed me to get me to go for encounter from 21-23 Nov. but, i'm still debating whether i shd go or not. the thing is, i dun know if i still want to be in FCBC or not. i might leave or i might stay. it all depends. the whole system there is kinda weird.. its no longer what it used to be. more controlling..kinda dictatorial,but not as bad... the ideal would be for everyone to just do their own thing.. be a 'normal' person in church, spared from all these....Utopian it may be, but isn't that what everyone wishes for?

Drama's another big problem. I suppose its kinda my fault that i've haven't been goin for a long time..but seriously, there just isn't that feeling, if you catch my drift. everyone's just doing their own thing and all. some big shots don't even go for drama now! once they've gotten their post, that's it. they just disappear off the face of the earth.... makes me wonder what possesed me to even vote for them in the first place! ppl do change... just like chameleons. frighteningly fast... one moment they are nice to you, the next? totally horrible! all they care abt is to achieve their aim.. you're just like a pawn in their plan. Open House's on Sat... i got the morning shift. have to be there by 9.30...such an unearthly hour... Anyway, i'm definitely NOT going to wear some stupid, smelly,dusty n mouldy thing that they call costumes! I'm allergic to them! I shall hide my face from everyone in Drama...the teachers included! i'm gonna follow JaniPork around.... the official unofficial tour guide! haha...heard that the door gift this year is even nicer than last year! I'm gonna take one.....i dun care... apparently there are Nike n Adidas vouchers!! Well, lets just see what happens on Sat....wonder what Dragonball's gonna wear..........

i want to go shopping....... i'm bored at home....i have to study.i need to practice my maths,i need to study div, i need to do lots of stuff!!!!!!! ARGH!

i don't feel like blogging.....~bleah~ no mood....

school was a total WASTE of time! lots n lots of ppl were late for sch today.. i dunno y they even made us come to sch when all we do is to sit around sch n slack! we had to wait till 12.50p.m before we could leave! Left to our own devices,Esther n I wandered round...i played the piano n irritated the ppl up in the Div room..went to disturb Mdm Chan for 4-5 times...found out half of my Div marks......pretty surprised that i managed to get 18.5/25 for Gobbets..no matter how hard i tried the last time, i could only get 7/25...yupz...that pathetic. So, can u imagine the look of astonishment on my face when i saw my marks??? I told Esther tt the Holy Spirit came over to help me after he helped Malcom....haha...but.i'm pretty sure the Holy Spirit did help me. It was the first time that i've managed to write so long for Gobbets! I thought i was writing crap.Since when did i manage to squeeze out all these??So i figured that it was rubbish..But.....surprise surprise,i passed! =P

I'm ponning sch tomorrow...AGAIN! going to tell Rudolph that the dog bit my shoe[which happened to have my foot in it] and didn't want to let go till 12.50p.m. This explains why i could not go...haha.....likely story.

Going to get back most of our results next week.....I just had a horrible dream abt my GP results! i dreamt that i failed! Mr Koh even scolded me for not studying! i certainly hope that the dream doesn't come true.................Wonder what my grades are gonna be like for the other subjects...Hopefully i won't do too badly for Econs..maybe an E??Well, just gotta wait and see.

anti-social


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went for Eunice's party today.....missed the bus stop by abt 3 bus stops...had to take a bus back..=P Janice,Esther n I were late by one hour. haha..anyway, just as we got there, we saw Miss Chong n Mr Ong. yep.. they just arrived at the same time as us. BB was already inside attacking the food. haha.Really didn't expect Miss Chong to come....Quite glad that she came though. Guess what she did for a majority of the time? She started to counsel ppl AGAIN! I think she's just addicted to it..its become such a part of her that i think she will feel weird if she doesn't counsel ppl. Janice,Chu Wen,Esther n I played 'volleyball' with a purple balloon. had a totally GREAT time! But i think we provided entertainment for the others too..Everyone kept looking at us. Mr Yoong even brought his food out to eat and watch us! That fellow is cuckoo... Anyway,didn't really talk much to Masalah... She called Esther n I the gruesome twosome! n she even said that we were strangers! She was the one who stayed outside to hibernate one.....not our fault! We played mahjong too... but i didn't know how, so Mr Ong tried to teach me..he's my new 'shifu'...haha...had quite a fun time overall....=P

Esther must be drooling now huh?=P

the love of esther's life.....[the guy only]

i'm super super pissed off now....just had a huge fight with my brother n i ended up whacking him cause i got so fed up! Ok...i was watching my tapes n he wanted to watch some lame ass cartoon on Kids Central. Anyway, i was fiddling with the TV set earlier on because the whole VCR and TV was screwed up. So, apparently the whole channel got lost. He got so super fed up and started yelling at me. I said that i would fix it for God's sake..but guess what? he didn't listen n started grabbing the remote controls from me. I totally lost it and i whacked him....HARD! My dad got super pissed off and he started saying something abt how we were so addicted to TV. I don't regret it in the least that i whacked my brother! He deserved it! [i know i'm being mean, but if he crosses me, i don't care!] Anyway, we both got scolded by my dad. Its getting damn irritating! I mean, can't he leave me alone for once? They just want to control everything! i'm sick and tired of it already! i can't wait for the day when i get to go to uni n stay in the hostel there.....Freedom....AT LAST!

I am Diarrhea . Diarrhea's are by far the most humorous of all the shits going for the big laugh at all costs. From fart jokes to slapstick humor Diarrhea's are know for pulling out the stops when it comes to shits and giggles... though Diarrhea's do have their down sides.. And like the sad clowns they are, Diarrhea's are actually dying inside and prone to suicide and even murder... What Kinda Shit Are You? Promos are over AT LAST! i don't think i'm gonna do very well though....been slacking quite a bit during this 'crucial' period.. guess i have to pay for it with my lousy results.... Anyway, its OVER! Let's see how i do. Lots of my friends in other JC haven't even completed their promos yet! i think SAJC is one of the earliest to start n end. I guess its good in a way, but, sometimes there just isn't enough time to study~! Got a terrible stomachache coupled with diarrohea throughout the night..Esther too. We 'celebrated' with dinner at Pastamania @ Harbourfront...this is the final product. Pastamania+Jean & Esther=Diarrohea yep......really had a terrible time. wasn't even able to have a good rest throughout the night as i kept waking up to go to the toilet. ~sighz~ I think i visited the toilet abt 10 times already! Went to see the doctor in the morning today.he confirmed that it was due to the food that i ate.........................i don't even feel like eating now. so lethargic n tired... 수요일, 10월 08, 2003 scandalous! was browsing my photos archive and i found these nice photos...haha.. they were taken at our last class party...=P nopez....its not my lousy photo taking skills...its just esther striking a 'cool' pose.....i added in that blurry effect for style.... 월요일, 10월 06, 2003 First of all, i wanna thank kim for her encouragement...=) Well,had Lit today.what can i say? It was horrendeous! Didn't expect Wuthering Heights to be that difficult. Antony & Cleopatra was better. i did the love love essay[as Esther would say] yeah.... The reality of being retained is starting to sink in. i really dunno if i can pass all my subjects! the papers are all so disgustingly hard! i did study, you know..... Well, i'm left with just two papers, Maths and Divinity. Have been practicing Maths pretty constantly so i'm not that worried. Bit worried for Div though. I think its gonna be quite difficult this time round. The only thing i can do is to pray hard that there will be a miracle and i'll do well for my promos and get promoted to J2...yep yep.. Really have to control myself for these two days....just two more days jean..hang in there! jeez, i sound so encouraging don't i? 토요일, 10월 04, 2003 Finished my Econs paper yesterday...i'm just left with Maths,Divinity and Lit. Heard that my class ppl didn't do very well for Lit...Sheesh, i'm getting kinda worried already. What if i actually fail Lit? I dunno how's my Div gonna be like,what happens if i fail? will i drop it? I'm very very confused now.........Promos are a Big Screw Up! Wrote 3 essays for Mdm Chan yesterday. Trying to get into the studying mood, but that's kinda hard. There's just no sense of urgency at all! I'm only looking forward to my programmes planned after the exam..... 월요일, 9월 29, 2003 GP and Chinese are finally over! Hip Hip Hooray!! =P Really thank God!!! The question on the Death Penalty actually came out! i was preparing for it yesterday and i prayed very very very very hard that it would come out! AND.......it DID! =P mwahahahahaha.... Econs is on Friday..gotta go back to school on Wed n Thursday for Econs consultation with Mrs Tan. Got back my Market Structures Test today. Got 10/25. Though i've failed, but i've improved! from a 7 to a 10! *claps* Hope that the Promos will go as smoothly as it did for GP today... Chinese sucked. as usual. I didn't understand the stupid comprehension at all! and, i think i wrote out of point for my chinese compo. sighz. what's done cannot be undone. 금요일, 9월 26, 2003 I'm actually supposed to be studying now. But guess what? i got drawn back to the comp...Haven't really found time to blog these past few days as i've been busy studying for Promos.=( The stress is really getting to me now. I need to do well for my Maths if i'm gonna take an S Paper for it next year. gotta push up my marks just a little more. Hopefully, i will be able to pass Econs.But i need at least a 60 for my Promos to pass overall! Can you imagine how difficult that is? And, it doesn't help that Econs is next Fri! Divinity is getting harder n harder. I STILL don't really understand Acts at all! Going to Marche tomorrow for lunch! Its Grace's birthday and she's treating the whole cell!! =) haha 화요일, 9월 16, 2003 ARGH!!!!! the Promos are coming! Promotional Exams Timetable 29th Sept-General Paper and Chinese 3rd Oct-Economics 6th Oct-Literature 8th Oct-Divinity and Maths C haha.....i will get to relax after that! Yay!!! I'm gonna go for Eunice's B-dae party on 11 Oct! Can't wait! its gonna be so fun! mwahahahaha 금요일, 9월 12, 2003 lala.......got 2 pairs of Levi's jeans for only $25 each! mwahahahaha i'm feeling super pleased with myself! =P 월요일, 9월 08, 2003 jeez, there is something wrong with Blogspot......my whole blog doesn't show up at all!!!!! argh!!!!!! that's sooooooooooooooo frustrating! Anyway, recieved an SMS from my piano teacher yesterday abt my Grade 8 piano exam results. And guess what? i actually got a Merit for it! i'm still reeling from the shock of the results! Its really by God's grace that i managed to get such a good grade! I got 29,25,29 for my 3 pieces! that's like the highest i ever got so far! =) Praise God!!!! 일요일, 8월 31, 2003 I'm feeling quite pleased with myself! =) Bought myself a nifty little Fujifilm digital camera! =) yay! *cheers estatically* Finally! i own a digital camera! =P Got it for only $140 online! And the best part is that its BRAND NEW!but, i'm seriously broke! Spent a lot of $$ on rubbishy stuff..=) I'm sick!!! :( why do i always fall sick when i dun want to?? There's a conspiracy going on...[line borrowed from Esther] I have a HUGE ulcer in my mouth that doesn't seem to be getting any better,a sore throat, and a red nose.[NO! i dun look like Rudolph! at least,not yet.] If i don't go to sch on Tues, i think Mrs Tan's gonna kill me....=P Sold flags for Touch Community Services yesterday. Didn't manage to collect a lot though... had plenty of ppl 'snatching business' away from me..=) But, it's all for a good cause. At least they donated.=) Then.....i asked this 40+ Malay guy for donations. He glared at me like i did something wrong, and proceeded to complain abt the Singapore government. What with all the CPF cuts,terrorists,World Trade Center crumbling[what does that have to do with donations?] and blah.... I got kinda scared cause i was alone and all. But, thank God he went away quite quickly... A 'interesting' experience, i would say. Btw, if anyone knows of a good site to host images and all, let me know!! 목요일, 8월 28, 2003 interesting poem we did in Lit on the Singapore Government.... But O the Demands You Make But O the demands you make on us Singaporeans! Since you didn't choose us but we chose you (most of us,at any rate and we still have that choice) your demands shall be commands They shall be observed: the schools' daily litany five mornings saluting five stars and a crescent; our young men shall bear arms to deter unnamed enemies; we shall accept as treasonable strikes not in the national interest; south-east Asia's cleanest city shall be Asia's cleanest city we shall enlarge the airport for the Jumbos and develop Sentosa but only for the tourists; our already low birth rate shall further decline; the world's fourth largest port shall become the world's third largest port; we shall keep our hair short, we shall continue to view Art as an adjunct to Culture serving politics It was Debbie's last Div lesson with us today. She told me on Tuesday night that she would be dropping out of JC to go to Ngee Ann Poly...~sighz~ well, i guess if she has prayed abt it and if she really is interested in Mass Com, all we can do is to wish her all the best.... It seems like we, the triumvirate [Esther,Debbie n moi] are not fated to be together or something... Debbie is always the one going away~! 1st, I came over from 03A32 to 03A31 because i wanted to take Div.then, a few weeks later, Debbie decided to go over to 03A32 cause she wanted to take CLA instead of History. Now, she's leaving SAJC altogether! jeez....i wonder if its really God's plan for her? Well, what can i say??? After sch,Esther and I went to Harbourfrt for dinner... didn't expect to see Rudolph there....he was with another girl! according to Esther, this is a different girl from the one she last saw him with... I tell you, he is a playboy! always with different girls one....=P Economics....... Got 'scolded' by Mrs Tan today during Econs for not reading my lecture notes...n she was horrified that i didn't even know some of the most basic concepts...I really don't understand Econs! why is that sooooo hard to understand? Elasticity especially! It sucks big time! i know that she has put in a lot of effort teaching me and all, and i dun want to disappoint her. firstly, i'm very scared of her too..... Esther says that she is worried for me cause the promos are coming and i dun know a lot of stuff too. ~sighz~ What to do?? I think if i can't do well for Econs for promos, i may drop the whole subject! 수요일, 8월 27, 2003 Analysis of ==> Jean Brief Analysis Your first name of Jean has given you a responsible, expressive, inspirational, and friendly personality. Expression comes naturally to you and you are rarely at a loss for words; in fact, you have to put forth effort at times to curb an over-active tongue. Self-confidence has made it easy for you to meet people and you are well-liked for your spontaneous, happy ways. You sincerely like people and do not often experience loneliness; your work and home-life are likely filled with association You enjoy music and could have a fine singing voice; however, the study could be somewhat difficult because you do not find it easy to apply yourself to concentrated study for long periods. In this respect, this name is not altogether constructive; it creates a somewhat scattering influence which makes it difficult for you to finish what you start. This name brings disappointments and emotional involvements through being too sympathetic and easily influenced 일요일, 8월 24, 2003 happened to stumble upon Adri's blog..her blog is rather nice, with those 'thingamagigs' which u ppl call links on it.. Up till now, i still can't figure out how to do stuff like that for my blog! Sheesh...i'm just sooooo hopeless at this techie stuff. ~sighz~ I'm so glad that the timetable for Fri was pushed up to Mon.. I totally detest Mondays! It doesn't help that there is a double period of econs early in the morning. I really don't understand y we have to learn econs! it's not like we will go around calculating the price elasticity of some product next time! I have my eye on this really cool and sleek looking CD Player at Harvey Norman. My old CD stereo conked out. At last! That gives me an excuse to get a new CD player. haha. This player can play VCDs too...=) I am begining to realise how useful digital cameras are. It seems like everyone ard me has one! Gotta start saving up for one huhz? Anyway, to my dear friends who are reading this, u noe what i want for my birthday now!! =) Online shopping is just so fun! have u ever checked out Delias or Abercrombie and Fitch?? The stuff online is so much nicer than those in stores! These labels can't even be found in S'pore! I'm a shopaholic, i know, but isn't everyone?? ;) Love 'shopping' at Yahoo! Auctions too. haha. Work is really piling up sky high! I have to hand up at least 2 essays every week! It doesn't help that i have either Chinese 'ting xie' or tests everyday. I've been failing all the time.. Ppl have said:"But, u are from Chung Cheng! It's a 'cheena' sch. how can u do so badly for chinese?" This is stereotyping man! Not everyone who comes from a so-called 'cheena' sch is gd in chinese. Really can't stand it when ppl make these superficial judgements..... Your Ultimate Purity Score Is... Category Your Score Average Self-Lovin' 96.7% Never taken out of the packaging 64.9% Shamelessness 100% 79.2% Sex Drive 100% 77.6% Straightness 96.4% Just go fuck something, okay? 44.9% Gayness 100% 83% Fucking Sick 100% 89.8% You are 97.7% pure Average Score: 72.5% Take The Ultimate Purity Test and see how you match up! 토요일, 8월 23, 2003 i'm bored.....................................gotta go for church soon.. 금요일, 8월 22, 2003 Which [Charlie's Angels] characters are you? 목요일, 8월 21, 2003 Gosh.....i've been looking ard all the different blogs...n i realised something! MY BLOG LAYOUT SUCKS! Nadine, i just love your Emily The Strange layout! its cool!!! =) I've been trying to figure out how to change my layout to something nicer. But..........you get the picture. =( I'm supposed to be trying to edit my group's PW Written Report now. But, i'm kinda lazy. *hee hee* Our group's project is on SARS! [Sars is the virus, that i just want to minus....=)] Ok, i'm being very very crappy. =P Today, Esther and I played a 'joke' on the rest of the JC1 Div ppl. After our Div lesson with Mdm Chan, we wrote this on the white board. Hints For Promos Mental Note:Do not let the JC1s see this 1:Study the Parables in Luke 2:Study the gospel of grace in Galatians 3:Know abt servanthood in Mark. 4:[can't really remember] 5:Pray[real hard.] 6:Read your text notes![what are text notes for??] 7:Don't panic[just do it] haha....kinda crappy right?=) Wonder what will happen tomorrow during Div......=) Promos are in 5 weeks time! Gosh...really gotta start studying! I have made up my mind to study Econs! [surprised??] yeah, me too....=) I can't believe that i'm actually doing it! I dun want to let Mrs Tan down. She spent quite a lot of time going over the various Econs topics with me, n if i dun do well [ as in pass] i feel like i'm doing her a great injustice! Yups... For Maths C, going to try to aim for at least a B. I want to take Maths C S Paper next year! =) Div too...at least a B! Just hope that i get a good B average for my Promos.=) Chinese? i guess a B4 would be ok. That reminds me. The A level paper for Chinese is in the 1st week of Nov! Horrors! Hope tt i can get at least a B4,then i can drop it forever and ever,Amen! 수요일, 8월 20, 2003 Went to TS today to check out the VCD for Good Times,Bed Times. And guess what? The lady told me that it is only available in chinese, not canto!!! ~sighz~ I prefer their original voices. Doesn't sound as high pitched and fake. Looks like i have to get it from HK. =( Had a SATs course in sch till 5.45 p.m todae. It was soooooo boring! i dun want to go for it anymore! And when i went home, the NEL had its services disrupted!!!! Esther and i waited for 1/2 hour for the next train to come! I'm actually supposed to be doing my Lit essay now....~sighz~ I just can't resist temptation huh? I still have to edit the PW Written Report by Friday n hand it in to Mr Yoong! Looks like i won't get any decent sleep for these 2 days! 월요일, 8월 18, 2003 I've been waiting for a very long time for the VCD of Good Times,Bed Times to come out. I think i will try to get it from HK instead of M'sia. Apparently,M'sia censored quite a bit of the movie.=( And guess what???? Sammi's going to release a new Chinese album soon!! yay!!! Managed to finish my Div essay.=) Stayed home from sch todae....=P Felt sick after being drenched in the rain on Sat.I'm just so bored now, so i'm crapping on my blog. Managed to watch half of Detective Investigation Files I yesterday.It was pretty good! Now, i can't wait to finish watching it. But, i can only do so after my Promos....~sighz~ I've been searching on the net for Secret Of The Heart VCDs,but to no avail. Apparently,this series is pretty good,kinda like Cold Blood Warm Heart. Finished watching Reaching Out not too long ago. I was very very very impressed with Kenix's performance in the show. Her transformation from evil to good was just so remarkable! Her character 'Hiu Nga' was a little similar to her character in At The Threshold Of An Era II,except that her character in ATE II was kinder.=) Ok, for those who don't know what I have been rambling about so far,I've been talking abt HK Drama Serials.=) Yeah, i'm a total addict! I just love watching them. I think that the plot is so much better than that of Singaporean shows and all..... I've gotta complete my Lit,Div n Maths!!!!!! Actually,my Div essay is due today. But, i haven't finished it yet.Still halfway through.Hopefully i will be able to get it finished by tonight. Lots n lots of tests this week! I have to stay back till 7 tomorrow for Econs MakeUp Lecture. ~sighz~ The perils of being in JC......... 일요일, 8월 17, 2003 Ok....juz finished lunch! =) Went for 'The Great Escape' yesterday. There was quite a huge turnout. I was quite disappointed though. I had expected more magic tricks than singing.But,there were quite a lot of salvations yesterday. Abt 200 odd or so. =) There was a Hillsongs concert at the Singapore Indoor Stadium yesterday at night. I wanted to go with Pamelia,but i was worried that we wouldn't be able to get in.Eunice told me that the ppl from New Creation would be queuing up from 9a.m!!!!! I'm going to try my luck tonight. Hopefully, i will be able to get in. Went to Tuas Naval Base yesterday for our 'Learning Journey'. It was pretty interesting to find out abt the in's n out's of the ship.=) Too bad it was raining. The strong air-conditioning in the ship didn't help either. My whole class was shivering away as we stepped out of the rain into the air-conditioned ship n out again. This happened twice! So,can u imagine what's going to happen on Mon???? Looks like the whole class of 03A31 will be sick....Our Maths tutor,Mrs Gay,is sure to complain! =P went shopping with Pam after 'The Great Escape'. Pam blew more than $100 on shoes,tops and earrings...i was not much better.. spent abt $80!! there goes my pay....=( Quite pleased with what i bought though.Got two tops n 1 necklace.=) Ok. i HAVE to stop spending so much! i must SAVE! Hm...maybe if i repeat this enough times to myself,it will actually get stuck in my head! SAVE,SAVE,SAVE,SAVE,SAVE,SAVE,SAVE.................. 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