gotten back all my prelims results. what uni is going to accept me with those grades?all i can say is that my grades are in desending order. urgh. pressure pressure pressure..1 more mth. just 1 more mth n i can say adios to all my books forever..haha.

i'm going to the airport to study with esther later. she's gonna help me with lit. thanks so much,esther! i must be forward looking and not look back to the past. but somehow, that's difficult to achieve. i really hate this indecisiveness,or is it regret, of mine. i've resolved to do 1 essay per day for mdm chan. getting into the momenteum for it already. trying to do maths tys everyday as well.....

pardon me if my thoughts seem fragmented,cause that's exactly how i'm feeling now. its interesting how what u write reflect your thoughts at times...

Wisdom

Focus

Stamina

i'm halfway through. made it so far. thou shalt not give up. the spirit is willing but the flesh is weak.

if only, the prelims were already over. but then again, i would still have to contend with the big As.. prelims or As? neither is fun. bleah. exams suck. oh, just for the record, i bought a nice black GAP trench yesterday while out shopping..:)

Papers left:

• Maths C Paper 2 - 13/9/2004
• Divinity Paper 3 - 13/9/2004
• Literature Paper 8 - 14/9/2004
• Economics Paper 1 & 2 - 15/9/2004

here ends my prelims.. ever since lit ended on mon, i haven't been studying. feels like hols,but yet there's still that exam pressure hanging over me. :( if only we were able to wake up early to pick up li from the airport yesterday. esther's been moaning n groaning abt how she lost that chance to watch the 'marriage of life'. i kinda feel the same way too. oh well. its over....

The new Mac G5 has been released! its so drool worthy! there aren't any CPUs to contend with as everything's packaged at the back of the monitor. i think the 20 inch one is going for only $3000+!! gosh, i feel like getting this one instead of the powerbook.. pity that it isn't portable enough..:(

i've fallen in love with a mac... esther n i were 'converted' yesterday at COMEX.. its so super pretty! nice functions too.. can't wait to get my hands on one. ;-) anyway, i've decided to break my blogfast for a little while. need an outlet to rant for a while. pretty good catharsis.. i promise that i'll complete my studying later on..

ok. first things first. prelims. one word to describe it. horrendous. i can't believe that i forgot the formulas for maths! 11 marks down the drain just like that.econs? dunno what i was writing down. everything was horrible. bleah.

anyway esther.. i want to go to the airport to welcome li jiawei too! just make sure that we're not in sch uniforms like a certain grp of students from my alma mater.;-) haha. remember we were just laughing at those ppl at the airport that day for 'idol chasing' n now here we are doing the exact same thing.. well, i suppose there's a 1st time for everything. but......just 1 question. how are we going to find out when she's returning to s'pore?

i was at parkway with pam today n we chanced upon this super nice beige trench coat! but guess what? they didn't have it in my size! grrrrrr. y does this always happen to me? and it was even 30% off! let's hope that there'll be more stock. still have ard 2 mths to go before i go off anyway. but i don't think i'll really have time to go shopping for stuff to bring on my trip. so i've to try o get what i can first. esp since i plan to fly straight away after my As. oh yeah, i'm so happy that esther's thinking of going too. more ppl to 'havoc' together with. haha. this is so fun. the best part? no parents! i think i'm gonna go crazy there.. mai dong xi, chi dong xi, you mai dong xi, chi dong xi..;-)

k..i better go n study for my lit. i haven't even completed my Wuthering Heights yet!

Hillsongs-For All You've Done

My savior
Redeemer
Lifted me from the miry clay
Almighty
Forever, I will never be the same
Cause You came here
From the everlasting
To the world we live
The Father’s only Son
And You lived
You died
You rose again on high
You opened the way for the world to live again
Hallelujah
For all You’ve done

Currently taking a break from blogging.. time to study!!
i'm officially on hiatus!

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gotta return to school tomorrow......

BORING....