For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind - 2 Timothy 1:7

this verse came just when i most needed it. i believe that many Christians have a particular area which they are weak in, and in which their faith is tested time & time again. i used to think that i was the only one facing this problem, this issue alone. i couldn't understand why God just allowed this to happen. the thing is, we/i don't know half the things that that person had gone thru, had thought, had done! their belief may have been different, believing in their own strength instead of His. God is a God of free choice. He believes in letting you do what you want. Man can only do so much, but God can do so much more!

the devil wants me to think that i'm the only one with this problem. but after i read esther's blog, i realised that she's struggling with the same issues as me. the problem doesn't lie with me, it lies with the one who put it in me! God taught me that I need to continue to rest in Him, believe in Him & trust in my righteousness in Him. the key is to spend more time reading His word & see His promises & goodness that He has in store for me.

my time at the airport is gonna come to an end real soon. made some cool friends there. :D much thanks to the pacific coffee manager who always gives me free drinks & plays nice music for Marie & me. :) n to the ppl opposite in the electronics shop, thanks for helping to while away my time there as well. :P i'll be working at the PC fair from 1st-4th June with Marie. so do drop by if u're ard Suntec. in a way, i'm kinda glad that my airport job is ending. i'm sure that most of u guys have heard my grouses abt the job. it leaves me with more time to prepare for my trip. kinda sad to leave my friends there though.. :(

God has been & will continue to be good. Somehow, everything just seems to work out right & it all falls into place perfectly. Only He could have been the one orchestrating everything. really just want to thank Him for his unending mercies & grace that He has showered upon me & my family.

the triumvirate + chong meeting has been fixed! haha. so fun. this time, my camera is gonna tag along. esther, don't worry. i'll make sure i end up with more blackmail photos. hohoho. and i wanna go spend my Zara vouchers!!!!! let's go great world to find my jeans! :D

i'm kinda sick of my job already. it's been 3 weeks already. T1 wasn't that bad cause it's more slack & stuff. T2 is the real killer. you don't really get much of a break. ppl just keep coming & coming. really wonder if the airport is really that good to shop in. either that or they're just plain rich & just want to help contribute to Singapore's economy.

miss my bitching partner, Vanessa.. the lucky girl is in Italy now.. and i'm still in Singapore.



i wanna go too!! can only get out of here on the 15th of June. oh well... just 3 weeks more. and i've managed to buy my luggage already! much love to esther for spotting the super huge (30"), super light & super cheap ($88) luggage bag for me. :D got lots of stares on my way out of TM. prolly cause it's damn huge. but oh well. i got it back home safe & sound. :D

heard that the MNG sale is gonna start on the 22nd of June. but i'll be in HK by then. i want a blazer from there... i sure hope that MNG will be having a sale there as well. haah. then i won't have to trouble esther to buy it on my behalf. :P

denise!!! meet up meet up!! organise!!! :P i wanna get photoshop from u too!

it's been a long & hectic week. or weeks rather. my life revolves around work. how sad is that. :( anw, took a couple of pictures with my new SE k608i phone!! :D



Sunflower Garden @ Changi Airport


Pasta @ Brek's (yummy!)

anw, Sun Yanzi came by our booth yesterday. she was on her way to taipei. too bad it wasn't during my shift. but i do have a picture of her boarding pass.. haha. :D

ppl at the airport are v quirky. they speak to u in languages u don't understand. the best part?! they speak it to u even though it's v obvious u can't understand them.. ?!??!

argh!!! even though the exams are over, i'm still v v busy! what with organising sprees, doing refunds,consolidating orders, mailing out stuff, preparing for my summer studies & work.. this is extremely unfunny. i can't even figure out what i'm supposed to do first cause they all seem v important. shucks. so here i am.. at 1am in the morning, sitting down trying to figure out what needs to be done.

tomorrow's gonna be another packed day. gotta head down to sch in the morning with weilin, then off to pluck my eyebrows (ouch!) at Raffles Place & finally shopping... may head down to kbox with pam,nicole & chris if i'm not too tired.. after all, i still have work the next day. not forgetting Fish & Co with pam & sam as well.

church today was good! i was just commenting that it had been some time since ps lian last preached. and lo & behold. there she was up on stage today. :D and i finally got the lyrics to the song, All Glory & All Praise :P

All Glory & All Praise - New Creation Church

You've shown me
Your unending mercies
Amazing love astounds me
As i behold Your face

My Saviour, clothed in grace & splendour
Enthroned in praise forever
I exalt Your name

Jesus, I worship You my King
I give You all the honour
Unto You be all glory & all praise
I magnify Your name
Exalt You my Redeemer
Unto You be all glory & all praise

ho ho ho.. took lots of spastic photos of pam soh today. :P damn fun. was crapping with raj & pam throughout the night. had a big breakfast @ Mac at 4am.. yum. feel pretty full now. thanks pam for staying over. :P anw, the stupid indian music played at the airport is like ringing in my head. i even had nightmares abt it! it is that bad..


the 'jackpot' machine


refugee from philippines/indonesia


all lighted up


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i realised that i haven't updated in a long long while... not since my exams ended anyway. i'm at the airport doing night shift now.. the airport job's pretty slack & enjoyable i guess. the night shift rocks man. it's super super slack i tell u. no one around at all. i've ate a turkey & cheese sandwich from Delifrance, surfed the net for damn long.. planning to take a nap in the rest lounge later as well.. ho ho ho.. only 5 more hrs to go.. :P i like the airport when it's quiet. no one to disturb me. :P my colleagues are pretty friendly. most are from NTU Hall 8. the rest are from TP..

i've booked my air tickets already! yay!!! we're going there a day earlier so that we can clear up the room & all. i wanna buy my Zara jeans soon. i want my ipod video. i want to sell my ipod mini. can't wait for the 3rd of june.

i need the toilet now. ciao